uncetain spot

I cant understand how my life got to the point that it is
people me as da lil "rich girl" who got watever she wanted
come to school wit new shit every day and aint never had a problem at home
now everyday i got to worry bout wen i get home is my shit goin to b outside
will my welcome mat get worn out
will these ppl im staying get tired of a process that does not happen
to soon
i mean
a year ago yeah i had a job but i was still depending on ppl givin me money
ppl doin fo me
now im doin fo myself im in school and i got a job
something i got and done on my own
but still i feel i have nothing
i lost my home im losing my dignity
and trust i have in my family and friends
the one thing i can say about myself is that i never was a selfish person
if i had and one of my friends didnt
i always tried to lend a hand
so i dont understand why i need help someone cant jus help me
with out askin me for anything n return
witout askin me for all that i have left
im so tired
of ppl tryin to take advantage of me and my situation
then wana talk to me like im jus another bitch
my name aint bitch
nor hoe
its mia renee
no additation
i have a pure hea
thats is growing cold to ppl
sociopath

the first spot

since i been able to form a sentence
writing been the only way to escape dis sentence
feel like ive been doin life in prison
my words have been able to relieve me from dis condemnation
as i sit bak and put my pen to paper
i think bout how the lines between kept me safer
going over on da other side
and help me holding on to wat ihave left of my life
for all that i been thru i now am greatful
for things that was done i was so hateful
full of rage to take revenge
but now i know that dis is not how my life have to end
i can grow and do more honorable things
and this is how a females rapper life begins

rough spot

yall niggas on aim is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn dumb

you think bein on my sn bretending ur me is lke so gonna break me down

remember i dont give a fuk

yall aint got no life

so u on my sn sendin my pictures out

goin in to rooms talkin bout who want they dick suk

like they really think its me

and i been told ppl sum1 took my aim

like i said

yall hoes dont pay me

yall dont make me

and dayum sure aint gonna break

wack ass aim bitches

i got three words fo u

SUCK MY DICK

none of yall gon do shit but remain on aim behind yall pathedic ass kicks and computer

u kno wat....

i got a job to go do......

sensative spot

I don't kno why u love me
Category: Writing and Poetry
jus like beyonce im a train wreck n da morning
and a bitch n da afternoon
but still some how u love me
even when im mean to you
theres more sides to me baby
but u cherish each one of em
theres times when i plainly hate you
then theres times when i madly n love wit u
and i dunt kno why u love meh
after i said i dunt want to b wit u
i talk to ne dude n yo face
and dunt b responding when u say mah name
i can b jealous at times
even when you dont belong to meh
i tell every one ur mah besfriend
but i use to say u were mah husband
and when u tell me u wanna be wit me
u get upset cuz i dunt feel the same
and i dunt kno why u still love me
i dont kno why u still care
afta all the things i did to you
everything i meant isnt true
we use to sleep together late at night
now we sleep on different sides
and when u ask to hold meh
i dunt want nething to do wit you
we use to never fight
now i cant stand you
we were never perfect
but it seemd i was too u
and i dont kno why u love me
when u kno im not right fo u
you askd to get married
and i said yes nd i dunt kno why
you asked me to have your kids
but sayin yes was tellin a lie
i made myself unhappy
and i kno you die a lil more inside
becuz im not da lil girl u loved
im not da time boy you use to kno
u tried hard to make me believe im beautiful
and now i kno its true
but mah heart tells me
that i was not meant fo u
nd i dunt no why u love me
and i dnt kno why i love you to
becuz we both know
there issum1 else between us two

sour spot 2

To go on not knowing

it hurts but

to go on knowin

is painful enough

but fo u to not understand

for u to not except

it hurts like hell

becuz i thought u would b

someone who can truly

understand

me

but

it s

a

lie

u never got me at all

every bomb i dropped

u never got, why

after explainations

after explainations

after explainations

u still didnt get it

so i made a choice

hoping u will finally get it

n reach out

u didnt

now i feel so very confused

to whether or not

u r who u really said u r

why couldnt u get it

is yo head that thick??

Or did u never care

i thought i knew u so well

but i was only allowed

this is killin me inside

the day i thought, would neva cum

n ur still jus as dumb

sour spot

This is to da girl who died from a broken heart, who was lookin 4 love in all da wrong places when love was rite in front of her from da very start..if she would of taken a chance maybe her life woulda been spared

you and me should of been together from da start

when our eye locked, when we felt dat spark

why didnt we give love a chance

where we both to blinded by our needs and wants

where we to scared to put our best foot foward

and give it a try

give us a try

when i first saw u ,

i already knew

we were meant to be

it aint dat hard for us to see

the connection we had wit each otha

so strong

now everydy i have to constantly get mah heart broken

listenin to lies every day

pretendting that i believe them

becuz i dunt wana leave,to scared to be

alone

know everytime she hold me im thinkin it your face

why couldnt it be your face

next to mine, holdin me kissing me

loving me

i know if it was u our love would be so strong

everyone would try to break us but we'd only stand stronger

i heard you moved away

im ashame dat i couldt even steop to u be4 dat day

now ur gone

and shes forever in ur place,

and im vomittin evryday getin sick tryin not to think about u but my heart keeps tellin me i want u

i dunt nknow how muc i could take dis abuse, these lies

i know if u dont come to my rescue now

my life would we b ova

and i will jus break down

crumble and die

cuz i know

me and u was suppose to be 4rm da start k

hard spot

Im known for being the biggest bitch in da town
dont like me
oh well bitch i gets down
light skin sweet scents
got yo man lookin belligerent
boy put yo gun away and let me bak that ass up
got more juice then welches can fill in a cup
yup im fine more then wine can get
bitches cross the line and they quick on da list
yep ma i got them hitters
im in this only jus to get riher
yo man lookin at me like wats fo dinner
i spread da legs and told him to lick the inner
between thighs
got yo man hypnotized
you cant fuk wit this
so u mite as well throw in a towel and quit
i go harder then captain crunch
devouring all u rap bitches fo lunch
i treat these bitches like redrum
turning up the cup until itz done